Saturday, April 24, 2010
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ! Im really FUCKING shitzxcs Pissed off ! Urgh !
Kaykay , I'll start my proper post first.
Woke Up , Open laptop , tengok cerita jelita . 8 hours infront of the screen tengok jelita.
Then Chat dengan Sheik, Haha. Panjang uh cerita, Beh tibe2 diehr bobual biebie . Sepaak kang.
So, Monday he will fetch me from swimming. Oh uh , Monday before swimming i'll be piercing Smiley (: HAHAH. I dont care what you goanna say anymore. I've move on , No More us anymore. I'll Be attached sooner or later. Then Talked to biol(eddy) , Haiyoo . Hari2 Adehr Hal .
Kesiaan kau , Sampai lupehr member. Kankan ? Haha, Then Eddy told me dierh ngan kamarul maseh musuh and dierh bilang dierh maseh benci man, Then talk2 about life, suddenly he ask me some questions. ^^ Takmu Sebok okaay ? (: Then, Now , im pisssed off. Till i scould twin.
Sorry Twin, Im letting my anger out. Now im Bite-ing a bear to let my anger out. If she's infront of me, DAMN, Her Face Was No longger there sia . Tommorow im Going to visit sister inside. Im Goanna Tell Everything About Anna To her. ISH ! IM FUCKING PISSED OFF !
Okaay , I'll End my post for today . and To that Jantan lahanat , Im no longger waiting for you. Im with Someone You Hate the most . * muaahahhahah .

Atik Ahchikaa


Friday, April 23, 2010
Im getting tired of waiting. Should i Just move on or wait for him?
I love him soso much. Haisx. Accept the fact his attached to someone he loves so much.
And tommorrow will be their 1year8months. See how far they've gone thru ?
I Feel like giving up But i loveeeee him. Urgh, im in a DILEMA state. God, Help Me.
Shall I move on or wait for him ? I LOVE HIM LAH ! Haiyoo. If He was still with me, i could let it out to him, but now , its even hard for me to say i love you . I dont Wanna Give up easily. It's Been 2 months im single and still waiting for him. GOD ! how i wish we would be TTM back. )':
Move On Or Wait For Him ? COmment Pleaaaase. Twin Says to move on , BUT ITS HARD !
No other guy is the same like him . His The Only one that can stand my attitude and my gian-ness.
Ish , OKaaay Bye. Proper Post Later. )':

Atik Ahchikaa


To ; -insertname- .
Haisx. I know You're mad at me. Well, You should be. Im really lost words with you when you said that. Tak ke btul apehr yang atik cakap pasal -insertname- ? Sharifah And Kakak Tuhr Bukan Pompan yang camne -insertname- phikir tau. Yesterday, I was Harsh On you, I should be as i was angry , And i drag my anger to you. Im sorry ): It's Not your Fault , Maybe It is ? I Dont know lah. I thought You were " That Guy " why did you say it's your fault when you dont know the true story ? I really Dont want this story to reach to sister, conferm kakak carik satu-satu. I dont want Kakak to masuk campur. My Hal , My settle. Eventhough She Says Sorry, DAAAMN shizxcts . I still Cant accept it, Zeriously. Okaaay, I wanna Settle with your Kekasih.
She Dont Know me well Eh. Jaadi Takmu Nakk Sembaraaaang okaay girl ? Paperh uh kan, kau nak taknak contact ngan aku, aku tak pasal okaaaaaaaaaaay ? Tapi atik sentiase akan menunggu -insertname- .

To -insertnamesec4-
Eh Cb , Buto , Bobual mesty mau adehr care lah sial . Kiwaak , Aku bobual care baek , Kau bobual Taek ngan aku. Sial Uh , Kau phikir kau manehr pehr siuls nak bobual ngan aku tuhr cam ? Mak bapak kau tak cukup ajar kau pehr siuls? Beh asal sia kalau kau sec 4 , aku sec 1 ? Kirekan Kau BESAR pehr sial ? TAK DAPAT LAH SIAL GERL ! kiwak, Daraaaah naik jek siol.
Aku budak Kechik ? Kau firm Tak firm Siol ?! Aku ngan kau , sikit takd beza lah sial . Kau Nak kate Aku niehy Budak kechik ? Kau check diri kau dulu la sial. Okaaay Girl ? Phikir Sebelum Bobual Ngan aku tuhr cam care okaaay ? TAKECARE Okaaay Girl . (:

Atik Ahchikaa


Err. Sorry For Not Posting. Sampai kene marah dengan -insertname- pasal tak post. * winks.
Computer Dekat Umah nenek rosak , jadi kene tunggu atik balek umah tiong.
Monday ; School, BLAHBLAH.
Tuesday ; BLAHBLAH
Wednesday ; Tak dtg Sekolah, Mata Tembel . Shhhh ! Takmu Ketawe.
Thursday ; Mata still Saket But Dtg sekolah pasal -insertname- pakse. (:
Friday ; KECOOOOOH ! Malas uh nak citehrkan. Yang paling Sot kan, -insertname- kate
" dah ah aku malas nak layan budak kechik . " Waddddduh ! Otaaaak Punyaaa lah sot !
Trus Lepas Skula Nak buang asap, trus nampak sharifah. TalkTalk. Diehr Suruh antar Py Busstop. Antar Jugaak, Dhen Terserempak -insertname- trus Kecohh. Im sorry I talked to you in a harsh way, i dont want anyone to suspect anything. I And Sharifa Talked like my sist. Sorry.
Then Called -insertname- To meet kat BnS. Sampai, Trus Batang Hidung Pun Taknampak.
SASUEY SIAL PERAAANGAI ! kaykay , Then Walked to blk 802 , Smoked .
Then Lepaaaak. (: Then HOME SWEET HOME .
Sekarang; Si Kechikk ni ngan merajuk, Peh lah Susah Nak pujuk ! Macam perempuan. Hehe.
Niehy Untuk [insertname] ,
it not your fault neither is any of us. But im really frustrated when you tell sharifah that i say that to you , WTH ! You really Should think before you speak okay boy ? Im Sorry If I talked to you in a harsh maner, Thats The way i talked. Ask Sist and Sharifah. I Dont want this to reach to kakak, Kakak dapat tau dah hal besar. You Know Kakak dont like you right ? and you knew sharifah ngan kakak kawan baek. Haisx. Mereeeepeek Lah.
Mmg apehr Sharifah kate tu btul, Kau dah pass salah info trus kau mintak pai , jatoh siol name boy yang aku maseh lum puas kan pasal kau peh kekasih. WADDDDUH !
Daaaraaaaaaaah maseeeeh naeeek lah siol ! budak kechik ? TAKD BEZA LAH SIAL .
Blom Cuba Lom Tauu Lah Okaaaaay Gerl ?
Naaah; Niehy untuk orang dah bace beh nak kate aku nak Bobual Cam Pahr, Kau peh pasal eh . Takmu perangai nak L A N C H I A O W E pat orang pasal aku , OKaay Goo.

Atik Ahchikaa


Saturday, April 17, 2010
To ; Khai Facebook.
I Taknak Stead dengan you lahr. Part Manehr you tak paham siuls ?
Ish , Dah nak masuk 8 kali you mintak , tapi i tolak. Dah lah .
I Tak Suke You , I tak kenal you , i takdehr hati dekat you. Tak Paham kehr?
You Nak jumper pun , i tolak. Pffft. Im Deleting you . (:
Kay , Yesterday Watched " Date Night " . Haha , Papa ingat dead woman . (:
Then Ketawe-ketawe, Orang Cinema tu kate ketawe cam bapok , beh kakak mengamuk.
Then masuk theather , dah start. Masuk , Duduk. Beh Ketawe Kuatkuat Cam takd orang kat cinema tuhr.
Haah, Shut You Virgina. Part Niehy Kakak dengan Atik Ketawe peh rabak . Lagi2 Yang Muke Hitam tuhr dalam kereta. HAHAHAH . Kay Now Im laughing Like Hell. Shhhh ! Beh Naik Bus balek Rumah. Then haris Called , Picked up , Talked till 2.0o In the morning. Then, Msg2, Atik tertdo. Sorry Haris. (:
Sambil Tuhr , Msg-ed dengan -insertname- . Waduuh, Saket Hati Siuls, Cried Like Hell. )':
Then, Haris Tried cheering me up. THANK YOU.
Then Came today, Woke Up At 12.00 p.m . Then, Kemas Rumah. * ehemehem. Havent Bath Yet .
Okaaay okaay , sampai sini Sahaje Okaaay ? (: Anw, Picture's are posted up in Facebook.

Atik Ahchikaa


Friday, April 16, 2010
Haisx, im sorry to whomever that ask for me stead. i just cant accept.
Im sorry, I wanna be single. Please understand me. Im waiting for someone. No Matter how long it takes. Im still Waiting. He means the world to me. So, i wont give up easily. giving up is sucha failure. and im not a failure. Eventho we're apart now, 130110 is still with me.
I still remember our first hug, first kiss, first love. That Day was when im still attached with eddy. That Blok Was when we first hug, kiss, love. Remember us going yishun, and i will always argue with you that im not used sitting near the window, Still In the Bus We Did So Manythings.
969 to 369 , ish. There's So many memories we did together. Im Lost Without You. )':
Where Are you now ? Now, I felt So Lonely without you being with me. I miss Everything in you. Why must all this happen to me ? If god ask me what i want, I'll ask for you. )':
I really miss you Putting Your hand around my waist And Me sitting on your laps. )':
Baby, Please. I Need You Back. )':

I Love You So Much , But To You She Is More Precious Then i Dont Blame You.

Atik Ahchikaa


Twin , im sorry for what happen earlier. Im sorry Im not there to give you a hug.
Twin, You deserve someone better. Not Him. Lepaskan Dierh sahaje Lah twin. (:
Aku kan matae kau , Im your Everything. No Use crying For a guy. I Know You Love him.
But his Being Straight Forward. He Loves Shafiqah, I know You cant stand the truth.
But You Have to Now. We Love You Okaay, We treat you like our own small sister.
We Love You Like Our Own Small sister. See, You do have someone whom you loved.
CheerUp okaay twin. (: I Love You Twin ;DD
Anw, He Msg-ed me. Haisx. Felt Happy And Sad too tho. Okaaaay , Done Posting.
Byebyeeee.

Atik Ahchikaa


Thursday, April 15, 2010
Sorry , Semalam tak update. PENAAAAT. (:
Semalam , HUJAN LEBAT ! Thunder && lightning. SORAAAM !
Semalam , Meet Up With Lyyn And Shafeeqah. Diorang Tipiskan My hair And cut.
i korang. ;DD Hmm , Then temankan Kak Sharifah Sambil tunggu her mom. Haha
Banyak Eh Cerita Pasal Hazman. Kekec Uh kau Man. Haha.
Jalan Step Bukak Kepak. Padehal Padehal. Ada Lori , Ada Bus . Satu hari gua balas eh ?
Hahah, KAU LEH JADI BADUT SIOL. (: Errr, Then Went Home.
Nad Kate She Still At Library , Went There. Wadduh, SEraaaaam. I Dont Wanna Elaborate.
Then Lepak ngan diorang kejap , 6.30 Jumpe papa. Papa Datang at 7.00 alamaaak.
Then Vrooom To Tiong Bahru, Pasal Nariehy Tak skula. So , Nariehy Duduk Rumah jage Aleesha. Sekarang Dia tengah makan ice-cream. While me, Chat dengan ayid. (:
Yeaaaaaaay , Sisters Home. Wohoo. Taklah Mendak. Okaaay byebye. Eh , Tag mane ?!
Hmpf. Kay Byebye. (:

Atik Ahchikaa


Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Now, Im Currently Doing My Home Econ's Project and IPW.

Gosssh , Koraaaang make sure belanje aku eh ! Aku Dah penat2 Buat Kan korang.

Hmm. Semalam tak post betul. So , Naaah.

On Monday , I came to school at 10.oo . Lepaaak with shafeeqah and lyyn

Plan taknak py skula trus siuls. Then nehmind. Datang jugaak. BlahBlah.

Then pergy swimming. Geyreeek . Haha . Kan Hunney kan ?

Then raining. So, Kiterh duduk sekejap. Niehy uh Humyrah pegy Nyanyi.

haha. Then Back Home. Tuesday; haisx . Cried On My way Home . As It Was 13 .
I Dont Wanna Elaborate futher. And Came Todaay.
Todaaay Was The FUNNIEST day Lahr siuts. Kankan Koraang ?

Chilli Lah , Haha. Beh Kiterh Joget Depan Daddy Dengan Afiq ngan Firdaus. Kan daddy ?
Haha , Jom gelek Pantat Daddy.
Kaaay dah , Byebye.

Atik Ahchikaa


Sunday, April 11, 2010
TimeCheck; 3.50a.m
I can't sleep. Saaaaaaaaad Kaaaan ? ):
Kakak, Na'im, Nenek, Atok Semuaa ngaaaah lenyaaak tdo , While Me ?
Sitting In This seat , Infront of this computer screen While Hearing Sucha Sad Song.
Haisx, Hmmm. I Dont know Whye isn't My eyes cant Shut close.
I kept Imagining The Worst. )': Whyyyyye ?
I Hate This Feeling. There's Someing in me That's missing.
I've been Feeling Like This for the past days since "he" was nowhere found in my life.
Haisx. Lupekan Diehr Jek Lah Atik. You Should Know if " he " Still Loves You or Not.
Just accept the fact That " he " Found Someone else To guide him Thru.
"He" Doesnt need you Anymore. Haisx. Everything In me Is Just Ruin .
Im Hearing This Song " Kembali kepadaku" by stino .
You people should here his song and his Voice. Tears Are streaming down as i hear this song. )': I Hope You're here to Give me a warm hug and make Me smile like you used to. Where's Those sweet quotes You use to give me? All You Sweet " I love you"
Where Has It Gone , Dhy ? )':
I know it's me who left you , but i know it's best for us.
You have Her, I Dont wanna Interfere Your R/S. I could See How Much You love her and her loving you. Both Of you " aderh jodoh " . Korang dua cam citerh bollywood.
Cutee jek . )': Haisx. I Really wish That was me.
Okaaaay , Im Done Typing . GOODMORNING people.




Atik Ahchikaa



Wooohooo .
Sisters and nenek and atok and aunty dah balek Dari New Zealand .
WELCOME home . (: Glad You're Home kakak . Yeaaaay !
She Bought Home LOTS AND LOTS of Chocolate. YumYum !
Niehy Confirm Malam takleh Tdo . (: Hypeeeerr gilehr. ;DD
well , No One Msg-ed me Todaaaay, fuck youu manusiaa.
Cume Msg hanye Hariz(Sec3) dengan Khai . haiyoo .
MESSAGE ME LAH MANUSIAAA .
kakak went out , jumpe Abang. Padehal baru tadi jumpe.
Kay , Blahblah . Tadi tolong diorang un-pack barang2 , Then Abang also
Come Then buwad kan air , then Diorang Semua Balik . Kakak Was Nagging
NON-STOP pasal Bilik dierh ber-serak . Fuck You kakak ;DD
Kay Dah byebyee . (:
i Love You Kakak So Much . MUAAAAH (:


Atik Ahchikaa


Lagu ; Harapan Tinggal Kenangan - Stino(as A sin )

Sekian lama mengenalmu juwita
perasaan kian membara
adakah benar perasaan kita
yang sering melanda

gurau sendamu selalu menghimpit diri
senyumanmu menawan hati
indahnya rasa sewaktu denganmu
tapi sayangnya.. kau sudah berpunya

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cinta yang hangat dan membara
ku doa agar kau bahagia
disamping insan yang amat kau cinta

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untuk melepaskan dirimu kasih
namun apalah daya dirimu takku miliki
hancur musnah segalanya
harapan dan impian yang dibina
ku harap engkau akan setia
bersama insan yang kau cinta

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Atik Ahchikaa


Currently bored to death. (: Mummy And Daddy sudah pun keluar.
Yeay ! Less Nagging . Kak Nana Dengan chacha ngah tidur seddaap-sedaaap .
Na'im Kat Luar Maen Game . Me ? Ngah Dengar Lagu , Been Crying Since Justnow.
I Just Miss My " Daddhy " so much . )': But , I know It's Best for us kan dhy ?
Oh Fcuk , I Miss Calling You Daddhy . )': I Hope Your Okay dhy .
Mhy Sorry Kalau Selame ny Mhy Suke Marah2 Dhy , Mhy takd niat apehr2 pun .
Haisx . Mhy tak Akan Lupekan dhy dan kenangan kitehr .
)'; Can I Have You Last Hug And Kiss ?
I wanna Talk To You till 8 in the morning like we always used to do . )':
I wanna Hold Your Hand Tight-ly , And Never Let Go .
You're The reason for my smile , love . )':
Dah Lah , Makin Nangis Tau Atik post pasal niehy .

Atik Ahchikaa


Saturday, April 10, 2010

Heeey , Nah adek , your blog dah siap . If it still need adjustments , tell me , I'll do it for you okay ? Aku buat blog kau berpeluh peluh , kau sedap tidur jer eh ? Anywaays . People , Link her up , Tag her Tagboard okay ?

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